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And I so miss her sometimes…



♫Sia - Breathe me
 

End.

You know that it will end someday..just that you don't know how or when...and when that day came..you just can not believe it ended that way..you thought it would last forever and it's hard not to cry because you can not imagine yourself without your other.

Empty...

Today was a good day...excepting my cranky heart who bedridden me for couple of hours and my painful arm..
Actually the best part of my day was the rain....and the 2 a.m. smell of rain and the walk around the bloc and the walking barefoot through wet grass...How not to love rain if it’s the only thing that brings me peace and a smile on my face and tickles my nose and my ears both at the same time..
And I'm not suffering...I'm not even sad...I'm just resigned..He will not be who/how I want him to be .... and we will not have what we had...because sometimes it's just too late and I'm too empty inside to give a damn.


 Still..
Tommorow is another day.